missing in action for a while. trying to get the new blog up and running. check it if you’re in williamsburg and arent a fan of what’s goin on:

www.riseandfallofwilliamsburg.wordpress.com

i thought i was going to blog about food. all the time. how original - me and everyone else in nyc. ha. glad that only lasted for 2 days.

what a beauty…. citibank … brooklyn style

does anyone remember when there was an error when they first started the automated annoucments on the train and on the J train it said this is essex st the next stop is bowery STREET. wtf? bowery STREET. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i had to take the J this morning and i thought of that. too many people must have laughed really loud and distracted the train conductors/motor men so they have since rectified that.

My baby midnight

i really want to do this to my hair

photoshop

gorgonzola cheese, carrots, and turkey tofu. that was my dinner. cooked by yours truly. delightful. really.

so maybe ill tumble about food what i eat where i eat it if i cooked it how i did that why not at least its a topic im interested in… today for lunch i indulged in caliente cab co. the 3rd ave location murray hill. nothing special - ya know standard mexican fare. i will say the chips and salsa they provide beforehand are a surefire way to get yourself full before you even arrive. i had the tacosada i think with chicken. good. but just good. nothing out of this world. too much lettuce (standard lettuce) not enough beans cheese etc. delicious taco shell though not all that flavorful. my friends indulged in a healthy burrito (which is served w sour cream. healthy for sure) and cheese enchladas served w rice and beans. the food was mediocre. sodas were large and delicious. the outdoor patio on a gorgeous sunny afternoon was enjoyable. no toliet paper in the bathrooms. cost $20 for everything. would i go back again? sure but for the ambience not for the food.

Sometimes I feel after going through changes that life is not about this linear progression as much as it is about experiences. If you think about it as this progression youre bound to get hurt or not live up to what you thought life is suppose to be or be disappointed but if you go through each as a brand new experience its kind of this disconnecting feeling – that keeps me more in the moment then in this overall grand idea of MY LIFE. Im not trying to talk esoterically as much as I am trying to explain how I feel. I feel very different than I used to. And i have an amazing beautiful life today. im happier then ive ever been. im happier with my job and relationship and everything. but still at times i often I feel very uncomfortable bc just about everything in my life is different than it used to be and most of it not by choice,  it can be discomforting to try to remember what your life was like 2  years ago and NOTHING besides the scenery and a couple friends are the same. it makes me realize nothing is permenant and im in this on my own. But it feels a lot easier to view it as experiences that happen within a life time then as this linear trip called “life.”